Friday, November 20, 2009
I wanna run away
I wanna run away. I wanna run away from all of my responsibilities and forget everything. I ran out of answers. I just wanna go some place where there is no one who knows me. I'm tired of dealing with people who I don't like, and I'm also tired of listening to other people's whining. In other words, I'm sick of pretending to being something positive-pretending to being a kind person, pretending to pay attention to stupid gossips, and pretending to being a diligent student. Of course, I like meeting people and chatting with them. But, sometimes, I feel like I'm losing myself. I don't even know whether my smile is fake or not, when I'm talking to other person. I think I need some time alone and stop thinking. I'm going into my own cave right now!
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I think everyone feels like that sometimes. Have you ever considered going abroad for a semester or a year? You could maybe become an exchange student or join a volunteer group. I think it would be a good experience for you and that you'd enjoy it.
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Wow, I also feel like that;) I think it's inevitable, especially in Korean society. I agree with Ryan. You need something new now. I know you've got so much things to do at the moment, though..Cheer up, buddy.
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